Before I go into posting some deep crap about game,women,logic and feminism I would like to talk a bit about my self. Lets begin
The basics; I am 16, 6’2 and 210 pounds. Yeah I know I am a big guy for my age. I’m African American, caramel skin, onyx eyes (moms side) and some real nice curly hair if I cater to it.
Life: I go to a high school of 300 people (201 girls, 99 males. 6 alphas which I know of and the remaining beta’s mad beta’s.) I have a polish girlfriend and the occasional mistress on the side. The thing about me is at school that only the 6 alphas like me which know of feminism,women and game like me. The remaining beta’s hate my guts because the way I threat women and you know what? I honestly couldn’t give a lesser shit. Why? Because the poon is coming to me. I have so much high school work ahead of me (IB,Study abroad and etc) that I don’t have time to put the average beta in his place and as long as he does not try to engage me in terms I feel threatened or that challenges my alpha in the progress I won’t beat the living shit out of him. Sounds fair?
My personality: I have an IQ of 162 and I am not saying I am the smartest or better than any of you my IQ dictates what I can do not how smart I am. Down to earth speaking my IQ hinders more than helps, I honestly believe I will never get married because my IQ makes it incredibly hard to sympathize or understand what people are feeling (empathize) It also makes my game with girls a little bit challenging because I tend to be more ”mean” as in calling them stupid or illogical and sometimes a dumb ass when they speak out of their ass. I’m not like Roosh who can keep his mouth shut for a few hours to get laid, I can only do it for a few minutes and it is one of my long term goals. I am also apathetic to a certain level. The game states that never help a girl with her problem if you want to get laid, but what if the girl is getting raped or getting viciously beaten? For me their is no difference and if I see any of those things happening to a girl even hot I will not help. I know it makes me seem as an evil sociopath, but you must understand, the girl that is getting raped and I come to her rescue what if the rapist pulls out a gun or a knife and makes a quick blow at me when I am not fully aware? The guy who is viciously beating his girlfriend, what if she deserved it like maybe harassing him to a point where he got to a corner and he had no other option. ”Never ever put people to a corner where they have no other options, that’s when the real monster in humanity comes out” Sometimes I understand that the guy beating his girlfriend is doing it evil or the rapist who is raping the girl is unarmed and weaker than I am, but why take the risk for someone else who would never take the risk for you. Think about it? Would a girl save you from a fight? Would a girl stop you from getting raped? In western society FUCK NO so why should I help and put my life at risk for that girl? Chivalry is dead and guess who killed it? Women.
(Play this song in the background as you read this) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VdAvIf1Nc4 My Girlfriend: Alenka, one of the few people I actually care about, and wanna know why? In a western society that degrades her so much for her femenistic attitude I still can’t fathom how much she resists all this pressure and is still able to have that beautiful smile on her face. I still can’t fathom why she does not leave me for cheating on her all these times, I cant fathom how when my grandpa died and I told her she cried, but not for him, for me and the words she uttered to me ” I can’t stand to see you like this, it tears me apart on the inside” I still can’t understand why she breaks her parents rules and see’s me even if it is against their will (polish women are very family oriented). All those times we sit on the park with her kissing me for hours upon hours, her legs on top of mines, whispering sweet words to me. What I can remember is the day I told her I was a hunter for other women and even if I fucked 1,000,000 other women I would only make love to her, and instead of being the 99% of the other women who would kick,scream,punch and hit me in my balls she told me ” I’ve known all along, but how can someone be so lovable and a jerk at the same time” in her sweet polish accent. That’s when I knew I penetrated her heart and could do no wrong. Eventually I will have to tell her of my international playboy intentions, and that I can never settle down at such a young age like she intends me to, but why now guys? I’l try to hold it off as long as I can even though the longer I wait the more dire the consequences will be when she finds out, the longer I wait the more of her heart I will destroy.Who’s to blame for all of this? Not her and her polish feministic nature, only me and western society. Western society for turning me into a beast that cheats on the one girl who actually loves him, and transforming me into a asshole a year before I met Alenka, and the endless amount of women that I was able to sleep with in that year, but also me for succumbing to this disease. I just hope when I do break up with Alenka, and she asks ”why are you doing this to me” I have an answer. When we grow apart and we somehow magically meet many years later my dear Alenka, and you have kids and a horrible or good husband that can support you, but you know your life is still missing something which is ME and you ask this exact question ”Where did you go all these years, I missed you?” I truly hope I have the courage to say something.
~Onestep
I don’t have a jack to connect my phone to my computer to get a picture, but she looks almost identical to this model 